OK, I have a MAJOR i mean MAJOR crush on a guy named Michael. (no, not Jackson. If you grab your crotch for a living you need to get a better job.) Well, on Tuesday, when we were waiting for the stupid ass bell to ring, he asked this girl (8th grader) named Brooke out. She said no. At first I was like "Oh hell yeah!", but then I heard that she said to him that if she wasn't going out with someone else, she would've said yes. WTFF!!!! SHE. GAVE. HIM. HER. #!!!!
Some of his friends said that 'it isn't going to happen man, just let it go, man, you don't deserve her, man, why don't you go out with somebody that isn't going to hurt you, man.' WHAT THE HELL!!!???!!! HAVEN'T I BEEN TELLING HIM THAT THIS WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!
I confronted him about it. I told him, "IF YOU HAVE A "DREAM GIRL" THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME ABOUT THIS WHEN I ASKED YOU OUT!!!!???? IT WOULD'VE BEEN EASIER ON ME IF YOU JUST'VE TOLD ME!!! NOW I'M SERIOUSLY MAD AT YOU. <3 Michael, you know I like you. Alot. If you even thought about somebody else instead of yourself for once, you would understand how I felt... <3
So, now what? I don't know. Maybe I should just go into counseling and figure out whatever the hell my problem is.....
